Friday, December 24, 2010

PMS

Hellooo guys! It has been a long time. I've been busy spending time with my studies but sometimes i do have some free time. Well, today i want to share something to you. This information may be useful. Okay, for over these few days, i'm having some emotion problem. Basically, i feel sad all the time. CRYING all the time. Oh my! i don't really know what's going on with me. Every time i started to think, i'll cry. A LOT of crying. For a moment i thought "Am i crazy?", because only a crazy person does that. Right ? I just can't think straight! i think i have problems, i think i'm not. Huh? what's exactly your problem girl! While i sat on the floor, just thinking crying thinking and thinking.. Or... maybe it's time for my period. Suddenly, something pop out into my head. I go on my laptop, and search "Can you feel sad when you have your period?". I read some of articles about the side effect of having period. How it makes you feel.

Just click here to find out about PMS!

At first i thought there's no such a thing to be sad , Emotionally screwed! when having period. No way! Now i think that i totally having those symptoms. HAHA! and i'll having my period soon. I GUESS? Just want to share some info for the ladies. You'll be just okay! Good luck dealing with it. Cheers!


Sunday, September 19, 2010

A new beginning

Assalamualaikum semua.. agak lama saya tidak meng-update blog ini. Bukan apa, tiada idea untuk buat entry baru. Hari ini, tergerak hati mau update blog ni, kongsian pengalaman saya. Okay, dahulunya saya hanya bergelar pelajar sekolah, iaitu di sekolah Maktab Sabah. Sekolah yang banyak mengajar saya sedikit sebanyak erti kehidupan. Di sana juga, saya punya banyak kawan-kawan yang sekepala, baik dan sebagainya. Kini, masa itu telah pun berlalu, masa demi masa, kami di pisahkan dengan hala tuju yang berlainan. Masing-masing punya matlamat sendiri. Alhamdullilah , keputusan SPM saya agak memuaskan. Perasaan syukur dan lega atas usaha saya selama berada di bangku sekolah telah membuahkan hasil. Keputusan yang saya perolehi telah pun mendapatkan saya tempat di UiTM, Kota Kinabalu, Sabah dan mengambil Diploma Perakaunan. Kebanyakkan kawan-kawan dapat tempat di Matrikulasi, UiTM, ada juga sambung form 6, ada juga yang belajar di semenanjung dan sebagainya. Sayu rasa hati bila teringatkan zaman persekolahan dahulu. Sekarang ? Masing-masing ada target masing-masing. Insyaallah, kita semua boleh berjaya, sekurang-kurangnya memegang segulung DIPLOMA dalam tangan.

Cuti hari raya pun dah habis, status kawan-kawan di facebook banyak yang sedih sepertinya tidak mau kembali meneruskan perjuangan. Saya pun tidak kurangnya.. hehehe. bukan tidak mau meneruskan perjuangan, tapi orang kata tinggal di rumah lagi selesa. Di luar sana, banyak cabaran kita perlu hadapi. Memang betul kan? Kita masing-masing punya masalah sendiri, kita sendiri perlu menghadapinya, kan bagus kalau boleh bawa kawan sama-sama rasa apa yang kita rasa kan? tp malangnya, semua itu kita yang rasa. Terpulang dengan kita mcm mana untuk menghadapinya. Bagi saya, saya hanya perlu kuatkan semangat, perlu focus kembali ke landasan yang sepatutnya. Insyaallah...

Baiklah, saya pun tidak mau cerita panjang.. saya berharap kita semua dalam keadaan yang baik. SELAMAT HARI RAYA, MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN dari saya.

"Ya Allah, berikan lah aku kekuatan dalam menempuhi segala cabaran dan dugaan di luar sana ya Allah"

Sunday, August 15, 2010

haha

malas mau update.

sekian terima kasih

Tuesday, May 4, 2010

A sad story


A boyfriend gave a challenge to his girlfriend to live a day without him. No communications at all and said if she passed it. He'll love her forever. The girlfriend agreed. She did not text or call him the whole day.

Without knowing that her boyfriend has 24 hours to live because he's suffering from cancer.

She excitedly went to her boyfriend house the next day. Tears fall as she saw her boyfriend lying on a coffin with a note on the side.

" you did it baby, can you do it everyday? ". I LOVE YOU

Monday, March 29, 2010

kuang3

SAYA

MALAS

UPDATE

BLOG !

HAHAHA .

Wednesday, February 10, 2010

bayar hutang lah weh !

hurmm .. hutang ! hutang! oh hutang ! kenapa kita berhutang ? mungkin sebab kita ada duit tapi masa itu kita tidak cukup duit. mungkin juga sebab kita teda duit langsung. siapa yang tidak tebal muka mau pinjam atau berhutang dengan orang?! ish , ada bahh , siapa lah yang tidak malu kan ! percaya atau tidak, ada yang tidak malu pun !

kenapa ada yang ada duit, tapi tidak mau bayar hutang ? mungkin dia sengaja ? dia bilang..."alaa, dia belum tagih,maybe dia lupa sudah" kalau 10sen ,20sen,seringgit dan sewaktu dengannya, tu nda paa lah kan. kalau sudah beratus-ratus tu kau fikir senang kah mau cari duit. orang pun ada hidup lah weh. tidak malu kah ha ! kalau sudah teda duit tu, tidak salah juga berhutang. tapi pastikan lah mau bayar balik, biar lah lama sikit pun nda pa, asal bayar ok! . kalau pun pemiutang tu sudah lupa, tapi kita masih ingat kan, jadi lah manusia yang bertanggungjawap sikit kan. mcm saya cakap, kecuali yang sen2 tu. HAHA ! biar lah dia lupa pun. nda juga lah mcm tuh kan, HAHA! atleast kita bayar ja dulu, kalau dia x mau baru simpan masuk tabung babi. (piggy bank)

si pemiutang pula ..
kenapa mesti ada yang malu atau tebal muka mau tagih hutang, sedangkan kita pun sangat memerlukan? uish.. secara jujur, saya mcm tu bahh.. sy pun tidak tau kenapa.. padahal itu duit kita bahh .. kecuali kalau kau mau bagi halalkan sendiri la kan. Tapi ada yang hipokrit. baik lah mau kasi halal kan konon kan, pdhal sendiri yg rasa.. kecuali kalau kau kaya sangat lah kan. kalau tu pun saya derma lg kasi org, tidak payah hutang2. tidak kisah lah kalau kena dengan saya pun. kalau dah orang meluah2 tidak kena bayar hutang tu , p lah tagih! haa itu hutang kalau secara lansung. kalau tidak lansung? mcm kredit kad, postpaid ka apa. tidak malu ka org cari kamu smpai lubang cacing, telefon orang2 terdekat, mau tagih2. astaga tolong lah.. atleast pinjam duit org terdekat ka siapa kah, langsaikan dulu sma drg semua tu. pastu baru fikir langsaikan hutang sama orang kita pinjam duit, Sebab tu org adalah "savior" kita daripada kena kasi masuk lokap? lagi lah malu.


ANTI-penghutangTidakMaubayarBalik ! atau
PenghutangBuatBodohsebabKononPemiutangITUsenangDibuli.

(haha.ter-emotional kejap!)

Monday, February 8, 2010

Love is to share and ask nothing in return .

Jika ada yang bilang ku lupa kau
Jangan kau dengar
Jika ada yang bilang ku tak setia
Jangan kau dengar

Banyak cinta yang datang mendekat
Ku menolak
Semua itu karena ku cinta kau

Jika ada yang bilang ku tak baik
Jangan kau dengar
Jika ada yang bilang ku berubah
Jangan kau dengar

Banyak cinta yang datang mendekat
Ku menolak
Semua itu karena ku cinta kau
Kau

Saat kau ingat aku ku ingat kau
Saat kau rindu aku juga rasa
Ku tahu kau slalu ingin denganku
Ku lakukan yang terbaik yang bisa
ku lakukan
Tuhan yang tahu ku cinta kau

Jika kau tak percaya pada ku
Sakitnya aku
Jika kau lebih dengar mereka
Sedih hatiku
Banyak cinta yang datang mendekat
Ku menolak
Semua itu karena ku cinta kau
Kau

Saat kau ingat aku ku ingat kau
Saat kau rindu aku juga rasa
Ku tahu kau slalu ingin denganku
Ku lakukan yang terbaik yang bisa ku lakukan
Tuhan yang tahu ku cinta kau

Mohd badrul kamal
Alvina tabad
Audrey wilson
Mira shafiqah rozily
Dg. siti khadijah hanan
Nurul syahirah idris
Nurzafirah hider
etc ..

Friday, February 5, 2010

think about it

A successful relationship requires falling in love many times, always with the same person. Always with the same person, but deeper and deeper every time. Each time on a whole new level you together open in love and discover the truth of your beloved anew. There is no limit to the beauty of your beloved. If you think you've reached the end, stop generalizing.

Thursday, February 4, 2010

The passengers watched sympathetically as the young women with the white stick made her way carefully up the steps of the bus. She paid the driver and used her hands to feel for seat. Then, she sat down with the stick resting against her leg.

It had been a year since Misha, thirty-four, became blind. Because of a medical problem, she was suddenly thrown into a world of darkness. Misha, who was once an independent women, felt condemned to be a burden one everyone around her. All she had to cling to was her husband, Malik, an army officer who loved her dearly.

When Misha first lost her sight, she sank into despair, but Malik was determined to help her become independent again. After a few month, she was finally ready to return to her job. She used to take the bus, but now too frightened to get around the city by herself. So, how would she get there? Malik volunteered to drive her to work each day, even though they worked at opposite ends of city.

At first, this comforted Misha and fulfilled Malik's need to protect his wife, who had lose confidence in doing even the simplest task. Soon, however, this transport arrangement was becoming too tiring for him. He realised the she would have to start taking the bus again, but just the thought of mentioning this to her upset him. She was still so fragile, so angry. How would she react?

Just as Malik expected, Misha was horrified at the idea of taking the bus again. Her heart was full of anger. "How can you do this to me ? I am blind !" she responded bitterly. "How am i suppose to know where I am going? I feel as if you are abandoning me. Don't you love me anymore ?"

Malik's heart broke when he heard those words, but he knew what he had to do. He promised her that, each morning and evening, he would ride the bus with her, for as long as it took for her to get used to it. And that was exactly what happened. For two whole weeks, Malik, in full military uniform, accompanied Misha to and from work each day. He taught her how to rely on her other senses, especially her hearing,and how to adapt to her new situation.

Malik helped her make friends with the bus drivers, who would watch out for her. They even saved her a seat. Malik made her laugh, even on those bad days when she tripped as she left the bus or dropped her briefcase. Each morning, they made the journey together and Malik would take a taxi back to his office. Although this routine was even more expensive and more tiring then the previous one, he knew it was just a matter of time before she would be able to ride the bus by her own. He believed in her, in the Misha he used to know, who was not afraid of any challenges and who would never, ever quit.

Indeed, she soon became confident enough to start travelling on her own. One day, as she was about to get off the bus, the driver said, "Madam, I really envy you. It must feel so good to be taken care of and protected like you are".

Misha had no idea what the driver was talking about, and asked, " What do you mean ?"

The driver answered, " You know, every morning, a gentleman in a military uniform stands on the side of the road watching you as you leave the bus. He makes sure you cross the road safely and he watches you until you enter you office building. Then he blows you a kiss and walks away. You are a fortunate women."

Tears of happiness flowed down her cheeks, Although she could not see her husband, she had always felt his presence. Misha was lucky, so lucky, for he had given her a gift more powerful than sight, a gift she did not need to see to believe - a gift of love that can bring light where there been darkness.

summary , english paper spm 2009

Monday, January 25, 2010

tik tik tik


Tik tik tik
Saat minit berdetik
Peluh ku pun jatuh titik demi titik
Saat bertukar jam
Jam bertukar hari
Hari bertukar minggu
Ku merenung dan mengenang
Serupa mana nasib ku hari esok



Tuesday, January 5, 2010

when tomorrow starts

when tomorrow starts without me
and i'm not here to see..
i wish so much you wouldn't cry
the way you did today.

i know how much you love me
as much as i love you
and each time you think of me
i know you'll miss me, too.

but when tomorrow starts without me
please try to understand ..
that god came and called my name
and took me by hand.

and said my place was ready
in heaven far above
and that i'd have to leave behind
all those i dearly love

so when tomorrow starts without me
don't think we're far apart
for every time you think of me
i'm right here in your heart.

Rest in peace . :(
Petronela Puilian Sitan (1933-2010)
Tati Sitan (1911-2008)


from left : petronela puilian sitan , tati sitan , taikung .

god wants you to know

that there is no such thing as conditional love. Love is either unconditional or it's no love. You might like someone conditional on their personality or behavior or circumstances. But love accepts no boundaries. So never say 'I love you because', for love has no cause, love comes from God.